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being around lots of pih-puh made me find out what they like to think about me.for instance, some think I'm a shy loner who is allergic to socialising and has her mouth sewed up.I have also found out that others call me a stuck up snob or a brat or some might call a b**** (I will not swear in public.never ever).about this, lemme just say that I'm not always like this.they say I'm quiet because I'm just not a big talker when I'm with strangers or when I'm with pih-pul that I rarely hangout with.and I'm guessing that they call me a loner because I'm sometimes seen walking alone or just sitting somewhere by myself.I admit I often end up in these situations but honestly, its not because I was left there against my will or something.its just sometimes I find serenity by being alone.I guess I'm not very friendly (apparently one can be too friendly) and I don't mix well with strangers.especially with male strangers.I find being around them sometimes, very uncomfortable.unless they are friends from class or whatever.I don't like to pretend I'm a great friendly gal who can hangout with everyone.no.that is just not me.I rather be alone than mingling with a group of pih-pul and acting I'm having a good time with them.that is so typical.in other words-fake.besides, I don't need to befriend strangers.I have friends of my own and maybe, I don't like blending in because they just don't make the cut?I'd also like to add about that snob thing I said earlier.I really don't try to act superior or anything, I think its just the effect of how the way my family and I live at home.SERIOUSLY.I never act like this on purpose.it just comes out naturally.and I bet its not even that awful.well, I hope its not.
I have new intentions.
I will be a better person.
I will do everything with DIGNITY.
Insya Allah.Amin.
being around lots of pih-puh made me find out what they like to think about me.for instance, some think I'm a shy loner who is allergic to socialising and has her mouth sewed up.I have also found out that others call me a stuck up snob or a brat or some might call a b**** (I will not swear in public.never ever).about this, lemme just say that I'm not always like this.they say I'm quiet because I'm just not a big talker when I'm with strangers or when I'm with pih-pul that I rarely hangout with.and I'm guessing that they call me a loner because I'm sometimes seen walking alone or just sitting somewhere by myself.I admit I often end up in these situations but honestly, its not because I was left there against my will or something.its just sometimes I find serenity by being alone.I guess I'm not very friendly (apparently one can be too friendly) and I don't mix well with strangers.especially with male strangers.I find being around them sometimes, very uncomfortable.unless they are friends from class or whatever.I don't like to pretend I'm a great friendly gal who can hangout with everyone.no.that is just not me.I rather be alone than mingling with a group of pih-pul and acting I'm having a good time with them.that is so typical.in other words-fake.besides, I don't need to befriend strangers.I have friends of my own and maybe, I don't like blending in because they just don't make the cut?I'd also like to add about that snob thing I said earlier.I really don't try to act superior or anything, I think its just the effect of how the way my family and I live at home.SERIOUSLY.I never act like this on purpose.it just comes out naturally.and I bet its not even that awful.well, I hope its not.
I have new intentions.
I will be a better person.
I will do everything with DIGNITY.
Insya Allah.Amin.
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