WORKING MY BUTT OFF

omigod.this job is absolutely exhausting.its my second day on the job and im totally puffed out.working there, like any other job i guess, it is crucial to follow each and every rule.for instance;-

1.for the ladies, you have to wear make up-ive no idea why
2.tables near the windows are a priority.service staff like me must make sure to clean those tables first-apparently customers prefer sitting by the window
3.the cutlery, must be placed in the correct order-the spoons on the right then comes the knife and fork
4.staffs are allowed to drink for free but out of sight of the customers-so we have to squat behind the counter and then drink
5.another thing bout the cutlery, we can only touch them by the handles-hygiene you know -.-"

etc etc.they may sound easy but trust me-their not :((
btw, i had a really bad day.i busted a dish when i was cleaning up.the restaurant was full of customers since it was lunch time.i was stacking the soup bowls when one slipped and fell on a dish and busted it abit.luckily, then came my rescuer.one of the riders heard the crash and came to check on me.he dropped the busted dish in the garbage so the assistant manager-kak ima wouldnt find out.he was nice.but, i dont know hes name :pp

then, i had to serve a few dishes to a few customers and i was so bad at it.im such a total clutz.im not good at balancing dishes on trays.im just lucky i havent tripped and let the whole tray crash to the floor.that would be utterly humiliating.id definitely quit the next day :|

tommorrows another day of work.im not entirely stoked any more.just nervous most of the time.i wish i had a little poise-ness in me.when i busted that stupid little dish, i was freggin embarrased.but then a few of the staffs told me they had it worse for breaking alot more than i did before this.i guess that made me feel a tiny bit better :)

i just want this to get over with and see that golden ticket-my first paycheck :D

xoxo
love, annabella