another fifteen hours and thirty minutes till the end of my old life and the beginning of my new life.my one cotton baju kurung is pressed.my shoes are placed.but my mind isnt set yet.I need a pinch on the arm to wake me up from this dream.I'm still not convinced that I'm going.
I'm here, staying at my nenek's house and still playing with my sis and bro.still asking for my mum to get me lunch.still having them drive me around even though i can drive myself.still not paying attention to what I should or shouldnt do.still worrying how I'm supposed to survive on my own there.
what if I get lost in this big city.what if I get a horrible room mate.what if I hate the food here.what if I hate the classes.what if I have nightmares.what if I dont have enough close.what if's I can never figure out but just wonder what happens.
wish me luck :(
I'm here, staying at my nenek's house and still playing with my sis and bro.still asking for my mum to get me lunch.still having them drive me around even though i can drive myself.still not paying attention to what I should or shouldnt do.still worrying how I'm supposed to survive on my own there.
what if I get lost in this big city.what if I get a horrible room mate.what if I hate the food here.what if I hate the classes.what if I have nightmares.what if I dont have enough close.what if's I can never figure out but just wonder what happens.
wish me luck :(
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