gahh its mondayy
how could it already be monday?i havent said goodbye to all my friends yet.i havent made peace with everyone yet.i havent even said goodbye to umi yet.what if i wont come back?what if i will never see them again?what ifs are a common thought in my mind.im leaving on fridayy kids.ive already packed my suitcase and my purse and my everything.im ready to go but im not "ready" to go.
this seems so complicated.im still here but im already suffering from homesickness.im already losing my appetite.im hoping to see faya, halim and umi before i go.suddenly i feel my throat swelling up.i got sad thinking of umi.she is already like a mother to me.she treats me like im her daughter.i am her daughter.i love her like a mom.even though we will never be related in any way.
faya.shes like the best friend i never had.shes my gay girlfriend.har ha.we dont have much in common but i understand her and she understands me.we both have problems in love.but we dont make a big deal outta it.we keep our heads high arm in arm.shes coming to kl too.politeknik in kl.so she could be close to me.i wished id knew her sooner than this.then i could have spent more time with her.sokayy.i can still spend time with her even if she's far away.we always chat online.she's my go to person if i have a problem.we also share a dream.but i cant tell you about it.its our secret :)
halim.he is my very best friend.he works at GA pulai tame.he looks like a taiko.but hati ade tmn tu de :) he looks out for me.takes care of me.he likes to give me stuff too.like one time, he gave me a little narutokun.he said its for giving me semangat.like my good luck charm.im bringing it with me to kl.hes moving to kl too.to be with me.he said hes got a job lined up for him there.so he could be close to me too.but hes going during raya.so in the mean time, hes gonna have his friend come check on me once in a while.
these people, they are my family.they love me and care about me.i care about them too.that makes it harder for me to go :(
how could it already be monday?i havent said goodbye to all my friends yet.i havent made peace with everyone yet.i havent even said goodbye to umi yet.what if i wont come back?what if i will never see them again?what ifs are a common thought in my mind.im leaving on fridayy kids.ive already packed my suitcase and my purse and my everything.im ready to go but im not "ready" to go.
this seems so complicated.im still here but im already suffering from homesickness.im already losing my appetite.im hoping to see faya, halim and umi before i go.suddenly i feel my throat swelling up.i got sad thinking of umi.she is already like a mother to me.she treats me like im her daughter.i am her daughter.i love her like a mom.even though we will never be related in any way.
faya.shes like the best friend i never had.shes my gay girlfriend.har ha.we dont have much in common but i understand her and she understands me.we both have problems in love.but we dont make a big deal outta it.we keep our heads high arm in arm.shes coming to kl too.politeknik in kl.so she could be close to me.i wished id knew her sooner than this.then i could have spent more time with her.sokayy.i can still spend time with her even if she's far away.we always chat online.she's my go to person if i have a problem.we also share a dream.but i cant tell you about it.its our secret :)
halim.he is my very best friend.he works at GA pulai tame.he looks like a taiko.but hati ade tmn tu de :) he looks out for me.takes care of me.he likes to give me stuff too.like one time, he gave me a little narutokun.he said its for giving me semangat.like my good luck charm.im bringing it with me to kl.hes moving to kl too.to be with me.he said hes got a job lined up for him there.so he could be close to me too.but hes going during raya.so in the mean time, hes gonna have his friend come check on me once in a while.
these people, they are my family.they love me and care about me.i care about them too.that makes it harder for me to go :(
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