assalamualaiku
m.this is how we start.i am fara.hello.i am seventeen.born on the 13th of may 1992.in my family of six, i am the daughter who is constantly asking for trouble.for seventeen years, i have not made the best choices.they were not all good but not too close to worse.i guess you could say they were in between.its because i love having fun.duh.who doesnt.
so,moving on.SPM.that is what i am currently going through.this would be the toughest,most suicidal year of my life.so far.my older sister,amira,she is studying in UMP now.her SPM was not that impressive.that adds to another reason why this is pressuring me.since she did not do that well, i feel that my parents count on me a lot to be the best.my younger siblings are not that into school.neither am i.but i have to be.this is without a doubt, my unwilling attempt to please my family.
SPM aside.more about me.that is why your here right?just nod and smile.good log reader.okay.i have a boyfriend.sheikh ahmad huzat bin sheikh hussain.that is his name.its a mouthful isn't it.don't worry.he isn't as complicated as his name is.we have been neighbors since we were seven.not next door neighbors.his house is on the next street.but close enough isn't it.moving on.we went to the same school for 9 years.we never noticed each other then.i have no idea why.so it was last year when we had our first ever conversation.on myspace.he commented me.said hi and everything.we started hanging out.not just the two of us.it was always with other people because of the awkward silence still present.after hanging out for a week(if i am not mistaken), he asked me the most important question of our relationship."would you be my girlfriend?"(his message was not this simple.it was actually quite long.this is summarised for your convenience).and my immediate answer,"yes".you could not imagine the nights of eye balling.so much complication.but we made it through.breakups and makeups.not so much of the breakups but more of the makeups.duh.despite all that has happened, i adore this boy.
bestfriends.i got a few.namely queza, shikin, farasila, eid, paie, amey.yeah.you can't find better friends than them.this is queza.she is my totally lesbogayy girlfie.she could be my boyfriend if she was a boy.i love her to death.not kidding.to our sad misfortune, she attends sekolah teknik.teknik perd namely.she is a asrama student.so she left me her in SMKTUN to suffer.but my misery did not last long.i found new friends.these have been the longest years queza and i have been apart.damn i miss her.after this years hell freezes over, im gonna spend as much time with her.wonder what huzat is gonna say about this.non the less, i love my friends.all of them.no matter how they treat me.because i cherish my friends very much.i could go haywire without my buddies.
i am guessing this is when i need to stop typing.my fingertips are getting sore anyways.i hope you blog readers enjoyed my entry for today.i am sorry if i sound like a robot.i don't know the american slang that much.my apologies.anyway, i will update my blog ASAP.and thanks for reading guys.
m.this is how we start.i am fara.hello.i am seventeen.born on the 13th of may 1992.in my family of six, i am the daughter who is constantly asking for trouble.for seventeen years, i have not made the best choices.they were not all good but not too close to worse.i guess you could say they were in between.its because i love having fun.duh.who doesnt.so,moving on.SPM.that is what i am currently going through.this would be the toughest,most suicidal year of my life.so far.my older sister,amira,she is studying in UMP now.her SPM was not that impressive.that adds to another reason why this is pressuring me.since she did not do that well, i feel that my parents count on me a lot to be the best.my younger siblings are not that into school.neither am i.but i have to be.this is without a doubt, my unwilling attempt to please my family.
SPM aside.more about me.that is why your here right?just nod and smile.good log reader.okay.i have a boyfriend.sheikh ahmad huzat bin sheikh hussain.that is his name.its a mouthful isn't it.don't worry.he isn't as complicated as his name is.we have been neighbors since we were seven.not next door neighbors.his house is on the next street.but close enough isn't it.moving on.we went to the same school for 9 years.we never noticed each other then.i have no idea why.so it was last year when we had our first ever conversation.on myspace.he commented me.said hi and everything.we started hanging out.not just the two of us.it was always with other people because of the awkward silence still present.after hanging out for a week(if i am not mistaken), he asked me the most important question of our relationship."would you be my girlfriend?"(his message was not this simple.it was actually quite long.this is summarised for your convenience).and my immediate answer,"yes".you could not imagine the nights of eye balling.so much complication.but we made it through.breakups and makeups.not so much of the breakups but more of the makeups.duh.despite all that has happened, i adore this boy.
bestfriends.i got a few.namely queza, shikin, farasila, eid, paie, amey.yeah.you can't find better friends than them.this is queza.she is my totally lesbogayy girlfie.she could be my boyfriend if she was a boy.i love her to death.not kidding.to our sad misfortune, she attends sekolah teknik.teknik perd namely.she is a asrama student.so she left me her in SMKTUN to suffer.but my misery did not last long.i found new friends.these have been the longest years queza and i have been apart.damn i miss her.after this years hell freezes over, im gonna spend as much time with her.wonder what huzat is gonna say about this.non the less, i love my friends.all of them.no matter how they treat me.because i cherish my friends very much.i could go haywire without my buddies.i am guessing this is when i need to stop typing.my fingertips are getting sore anyways.i hope you blog readers enjoyed my entry for today.i am sorry if i sound like a robot.i don't know the american slang that much.my apologies.anyway, i will update my blog ASAP.and thanks for reading guys.
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